My Christian Watch
You might be surprised to hear that I
have a Christian watch. But its true – I just realized it this
morning. How can a watch be Christian you might ask? Good question. I
love good questions. Let me try to explain.
My watch relies completely on the sun
for all of its power, a resource outside of itself. And although it
does have some kind of battery inside I suppose, it is not the kind
that you must change when it runs out of energy. It uses some sort of
solar collection system to re-energize its storage unit so that in
fact for a number of years now the measurement indicator on the face
telling me how much internal energy it has stored up is almost always
maxed out. Even after many long dark days of winter it tells me that
it has plenty of energy to keep going faithfully, serving me almost
24/7 to reliably tell me what time it is. Why almost? More on
that later.
It is versatile. My watch is one of
those fancy digital, new-fangled contraptions that not only tells me
what time of day it is, but what month and day as well as other
functions that I never use like a stop-watch, multiple time zones,
alarm, etc. And while it is getting rather old now, especially given
the lifetime of a typical watch nowadays, it is still working quite
well for what I need.
It is resistant to damage. That is
something I have really appreciated over all the watches I owned
previously. This watch is water-resistant and shock resistant. I
don't know just how deep I could take it underwater before it might
be destroyed by damaging water, but I'm quite sure it is much deeper
than my ears could ever withstand. So I am not afraid to jump into
deep water and go swimming or get into a shower without taking my
watch off. This has come in handy a number of times when we wanted to
go swimming and still be able to know what time it was.
My watch seems to be really eager to
let its little light shine too. Now that sounds like a good Christian
doesn't it? For quite a while after I bought this watch I had no idea
how to turn on the light. And yet after it got fully charged after a
few months it developed this little quirk of suddenly lighting up
with joy whenever I moved my arm at night in a certain way. This
actually sometimes seems like a nuisance when I might turn over at
night and suddenly the bed lights up from my watch thinking I want to
know the time. My wife has even complained at times that my watch
likes to flash her at night. But now I have learned that if I want to
see the time while laying in bed that if I bring my arm up towards my
face in just the right way it will light up for a second and I can
check the time without having to mess with any buttons.
Interestingly the way I finally learned
to use a button to turn the light on was when I had a little child in
my lap one day who was pushing everything on my watch to see what
would happen. To my surprise they pushed something I didn't even know
was a button on the face and turned on the watch light. I was very
happy that they had finally shown me how to use my own watch so after
that I knew how to get the light to come on without swinging my arm
around wildly trying to get it to light up.
Because my watch has been so reliable
and faithful and resilient, it has lasted many more years than any
other watch I have owned. Yes, it is uncomfortable bulky which my
wife complains about regularly and even insists that I take it off in
bed at times. But even though it can sometimes be a bit obtrusive and
clumsy, I also appreciate the fact that I bought it on sale for a
fraction of the price they were asking originally. God blessed me
with a good price, a faithful watch and savings experienced from not
having to replace it for many years.
Because it is getting quite worn the
face is now showing signs of wear along with the band. I have used it
during all sorts of work including years of painting, carpentry and
other rough activities. Because of this there are scratches from
squeezing my hand into tight places that were too rough and it has
been sometimes splattered with paint. At different times I have
painted it over with a special black acrylic shoe polish to cover up
many of the discolorations and make it look more presentable for more
formal occasions like church. Also, one of the main buttons has
failed to function now for several years so when I go to a different
time zone I can no longer change the time on my watch. So I guess I
am stuck living in my present time zone as my watch may be unwilling
to live anywhere else.
I am sure by this time some may be
wondering, “Why does this guy claim to have a Christian watch? What
he has described so far is no different than most watches today and
in many respects is even quite inferior. So what is so special about
this watch that makes him think its unique enough to call it a
Christian watch?”
Again that is a very good question. I
love honest questions for it betrays an open mind, at least most of
the time. I agree that everything I have shared so far is rather
common and to be expected of any good watch today. But I have left my
real reason for last, because you see the thing I admire the most
about my watch is not just that it is water-proof as much as I like
that, for I don't spend much time in water these days and I almost
never wear my watch into the shower. So that is not really anything
to write home about – or away from home in this case.
Neither are any of the other things I
have listed so far something that might be construed to make this
watch different enough to assert some similarity to the uniqueness
that Christians should be known for generally. But there is something
that caught my attention this morning that made me appreciate my
watch and even reminds me daily of something vitally important for me
as a Christian myself.
First let me share a verse that came to
my mind as I was getting up and thinking about this while the first
light of dawn was just beginning to sneak into my room.
In the early morning, while it was
still dark, Jesus got up, left the house, and went away to a secluded
place, and was praying there. (Mark 1:35)
Now, this text resonates strongly with
many things that I have experienced over the years as a growing
Christian. From as early as I can remember, my family had the
practice of conducting something called 'family worship' morning and
evening every day of the week, every day of the year. It mattered not
what other pressing needs or plans or activities were scheduled, my
father never allowed anything to interfere with this routine. And
while at times we might feel the need to shorten it slightly, this
practice was conducted in our home year after year until it became
literally a deeply ingrained part of my psyche that I never lost
after leaving home. And although after a number of years I ended up
not so faithfully having worship in the evening, every morning I have
felt compelled to take time to read and pray and seek to know the
truth even through years of darkness and fear and misunderstandings
about God that often made me more afraid than attracted to Him.
For quite a number of years after I
left home, because of the heavy emphasis on law-keeping and dark
views of God that were induced in my heart from misrepresentations
about Him, my devotions were pretty much times of forcing myself to
read the Bible no matter how dull or boring or anything else it felt.
During those years I found myself often reading other material that
seemed easier to understand, but my ever-present guilt and fear of
condemnation compelled me to spend at least some time reading the
Bible itself each day.
Some may assume that all of this forced
religious activity may have been more harmful than helpful for me.
And while I certainly developed a healthy case of resentment and even
learned to use what I was reading to try to make others feel guilty
like myself, I still do not regret inheriting this habit of daily
devotions. And even though for many years my feelings about God were
more along the lines of appeas brain with things that later would
come back to bless me.
Now I'm sure some are starting to think
that I have lost my mind altogether and that I am too old to remember
what I started talking about at the beginning. What does a lifetime
of habitual devotional time have to do with a clumsy watch that is
getting old and worn? Good question. I love good questions. Let me
finally get around to explaining that. And many who know me by now
know how long that can take sometimes.
You see, my watch is a little different
than most watches I see on other people's wrists. For my watch has
all its life practiced something very similar to what was drilled
into me from before I was even born. Every morning, while it is still
dark, my watch shuts down its face and blanks its screen and becomes
useless for telling me what time it is. During these daily times I
know that my watch is focusing intently and exclusively on listening
very carefully for a faint, invisible radio signal that comes from
hundreds of miles away. And why does it practice this little routine
faithfully every morning of its life? Because my watch has been
designed to synchronize itself with a master device somewhere in
Colorado that operates with incredible precision to assist similar
devices all over the country in order to stay in harmony with each
other. Every device that thus utilizes this unseen resource all will
faithfully display the right time of day and should agree with each
other. These are called 'atomic clocks' or watches even though they
don't really have any atomic power inside themselves.
The real beauty of an atomic clock is
not its ability to keep time itself over many days or years. No, the
advantage that an 'atomic watch' has over other ordinary watches is
that each morning it calibrates itself to be perfectly realigned by
the time signal it receives from a distant but extremely reliable
source that somehow uses atomic energy to keep extremely accurate
time. It then sends out accurate signals each morning to all the
devices that are willing to listen to its instructions.
Now here is a very cool thing about my
watch, especially now that it its getting old and decrepit and maybe
even a little dysfunctional (I resist adding “a little like me”).
For as most of us know, twice a year we are all expected to change
our time-keeping devices to accommodate some crazy, out-dated notion
that the sun should suddenly come up and set at a different time of
the day than previously. We call this daylight-savings time. And
while I have rather strong feelings about the nonsense of such a
practice at this time in history, my opinions carry no weight with
the powers that control such things.
But here is the really neat thing about
my watch. If I had to change the time on my watch during these
irritating times twice each year like I have to do with all the other
clocks in my house, I would have to put up with a watch that was
simply one hour off for half of the year. Since the button for
changing the time on my watch no longer functions, I would be stuck
either trying to remember to translate in my head what time it is
each time I looked at my watch like I have to do now when I travel to
see others in a different time zone, or I would have to just get a
different watch.
But even though my watch is old and
beginning to not respond to physical commands like it is used to, it
is still faithful to listen intently each morning to a signal from
far away that instructs it as to what to think and then relay that
information to those looking at its face. So a night or two ago when
the time changed, I got up in the morning to see that my watch
faithfully shared with me the corrected time of day even when every
other clock in the house was wrong.
Now, I know that many people are
familiar with atomic clocks and enjoy the same benefits from them
that I do. But what I think is so cool is that God reminded me this
morning that I need to take a lesson from my watch for myself. I
think back on the many years that I woke up early in the morning
feeling nudged to get out of bed and share some intimate time
synchronizing with a faint signal from the Holy Spirit that is always
seeking to bring my heart into harmony with the gracious, loving
heart of my Father in heaven. And even though for many years I did so
more to avoid a feeling condemnation and from a sense of obligation
more than anything else, God still wanted to use these times to try
to share with me important signals that someday would begin make more
sense.
As I think back over a lifetime of
morning awakenings where God has sought to teach me the real truth
about Himself that for so long was obscured by my fears, my
misconceptions and misapprehensions about Him, I can now see that I
have needed far more radical corrections than my watch has ever
needed. Much more than simply twice a year, the signals from God's
Spirit has sought to make major changes in the way I need to perceive
reality and especially to adjust my perceptions about God. Still
today I feel that I am barely scratching the surface when it comes to
accurately reflecting the true heart of the Father. But at the same I
am extremely grateful that what I now believe is in sharp contrast to
the fear-based, condemnation-perpetuating perceptions about God that
marked so many of my early years.
I have also come to better appreciate
the immense importance and significance of the enormous powerful
nature of the center of the universe from which these signals
originate. I am privileged to not just be able to tune into signals
powered by some of the most advanced scientifically developed power
sources known to man, but I, and anyone else who truly desires to be
transformed, have the privilege of daily tuning into a signal that is
ever present to guide, to instruct, to transmit vital, life-giving
information not only to my mind but far more importantly to my heart.
If I am willing to simply engage the effort to respond to the drawing
attraction of the presence of God who is eager to open up to me each
morning new, fresh insights into truth, into the ways and methods and
disposition and personality of God Himself, the very Source of all
power that exists everywhere, I can connect with One who is ready to
engage with me and who humbles Himself to commune with me in ways
that meet my level of understanding.
I believe this is very close to the
heart of what it really means to be a Christian. While the world has
redefined this word to mean many other things that may or many not
have anything to do with genuine Christianity, God is waiting to
introduce Himself to every heart that will give Him the time by
tuning in each day while also tuning out from every other distraction
so that the heart can be adjusted a little more each day to reflect
more closely the heart of our Redeemer.
So, now can you see why I think my
watch could be called a 'Christian watch'? I know, the radio signals
that synchronize my watch each morning don't come directly from
heaven. But the wisdom and knowledge and science that enabled those
who set up such a system all came from the Original Source who
created all such things. So indirectly this whole network of
time-keeping has resulted from God's empowerment, and my watch
becomes yet another example that God uses to remind me to be still
and daily listen to that still, small voice yet again.
The Sovereign LORD has given me an
instructed tongue, to know the word that sustains the weary. He
wakens me morning by morning, wakens my ear to listen like one being
taught. (Isaiah 50:4 NIV)
The Lord God has given me the tongue
of those who are experienced, so that I may be able to give the word
a special sense for the feeble: every morning my ear is open to his
teaching, like those who are experienced: And I have not put myself
against him, or let my heart be turned back from him. (Isaiah
50:4-5 BBE)
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